“That time in Seattle—during the lawsuit—was a fucking nightmare. I came out of it dead broke, without a house, without anything except a girlfriend and a knowledge of UNIX.” “Well, that’s something,” Avi says. “Normally those two are mutually exclusive.” “Shut up,” Randy says, “I’m trying to agonize.” “Well, I think that agonizing is so fundamentally pathetic that it borders on funny,” Avi says. “But please go ahead.”