can count the number of times I’ve cried as an adult on one hand. Getting your letter was one of them. Want to know another time? When I first found out your mother was pregnant with you. When she told me, I burst into tears and actually fell down to my knees. I always wanted to be a father, since my dad was always such a great one to me. I wish I’d had the chance to be a better dad to you. When I found out I was going to prison, well, that was another time I cried. I hate that I’m missing out on your life, and so many other things.
