From the beginning I was at such a loss with him. I felt so completely defeated and threatened. Dibs had ruined everything for me. He threatened my marriage. He ended my career. Now I ask myself what I have done to cause this problem between us? Why did this all happen? What can I do now to help set things right? I’ve asked myself again and again, why? Why? Why? Why did we fight each other so? So much so that it almost destroyed Dibs. I remember when I first talked to you that I insisted that Dibs was mentally retarded. But I knew he wasn’t really retarded. I had been teaching him and testing
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