obvious to Porter that Cullen blamed himself for his father’s death, even his mother’s death, but actually Porter did not blame him. Porter had told him countless times that he was not to blame, and if it was not for him he probably would not be alive. “Cullen like I’ve said before, I don’t blame you; I understand why you had to do it.” “I know, but it’s still hard.” He walked away, “you’ll understand one
