I started reaching out to him. Messaging, texting, calling and leaving messages, sending emails. Every single time I did I FELT BETTER! To this day, I email my dad pictures, videos, and messages. He has not responded to me in years. He’s an angry, bitter fella. But I love him, and I came to find that love not only because he’s my dad, but because as I reached out, I thought less and less about all the bullshit. So, I continue to send him pics and videos of the grandkids he’s never met because every time I do, I know he sees them, and every time I hit send I FEEL GOOD! The anger has gone
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