Peep Show

by Isabella Starling

He fucked like a beast, and he looked like a monster. I fell in love with him right then and there.

I wanted to see his face when he filled her up. I wanted to see if he’d pull her hair back like I imagined he would.

I really didn’t do nice guys, because I wasn’t a very nice girl.

He was still choking the girl, her eyes closed and her breathing ragged, but his own gaze was firmly fixed on me.

I DARE YOU TO GO NEXT.

The girl had left in a mess of tears and whispered promises I didn’t want her to keep.

I wasn’t capable of more. Never had been. Never would be.

I wanted to know how sweet that cunt was after I’d forced orgasm after orgasm out of it.

I looked at him and saw something in his eyes that scared me. Desperation. The same ugly, bad, broken desperation that looked back at me every time I passed a mirror.

Dare you to call me.

“Your name,” I growled into the phone. “Tell me your name.”

“Don’t be shy now. Because in an hour you’re going to be begging for much worse things than having your pretty pussy filled.”

“Learn to fucking follow orders, sweetheart,” I told her. “Because I only fuck good girls who do.”

He was an animal. And I was completely and utterly addicted.

“I want you to take some photos for me,” I told her. “I’ll text you a connection code to input into the camera for sending direct to my computer, so whatever you film or shoot will come straight to me.”

Miles was in my body without ever being inside me.

I couldn’t let that happen, I fucking couldn’t. I needed to lock the door for her.

I needed to go over there, there was no way around it. Needed to make sure my Bebe was alright, even if it fucking killed me.

I felt like an animal let out of its cage. Like a fucking monster, finally freed to do what I wanted, but blinded by the night, by the possibilities of everything I could do now that I was unleashed.

I staggered into my apartment like a fucking drunk. And then I sat on the floor, and cried for the first time in twenty-five years.

I wanted to steal all of it, take it home, and drive myself wild by getting off with her panties around my dick

Seeing her on my bed, her hair fanned out over my pillow, made my heart ache.

Grinning to myself, I put the now ruined white canvas back into the frame, and put it back up on the wall. Her bright pink lipstick was now the focal point of my whole room, and I grinned as I stared at it adorning my wall.

Since the moment the locket ended up in my hands, I wasn’t mourning a friend anymore. I was mourning a lover.

For the first time in years, my existence had a purpose. For the first time in years, I gave a shit about someone other than me, and it was cutting me deep.

“Open. Your. Eyes,” he ordered, and my eyelids trembled as I lifted them. “Good girl.”

Lying in his arms felt incredible, as amazing as I had known it would be all along, but the surprise was what came after.

the odor of it all so overwhelming it was burning my lungs more than the bleach ever could. I didn’t let it faze me though, I just got to work, and Miles followed suit.

“More,” I told him hungrily. “More, I want more.”

It reminded me of the first time I’d seen him, and I found myself gloating, knowing I’d taken the previous girl’s spot.

“Don’t scream,” he ordered me, and I swallowed my fear as he held me out of the window, one hand over my mouth, the other in my hair.

I felt myself squirt over his cock in seconds, drenching him in my juices and begging helplessly for more

His rough fingers were pulling my hair so hard I felt tears in my eyes, pricking and stinging and hurting me as he drove into my cunt again and again.

Hooked on the feeling, the sensation, hooked on the way I felt every vein on his cock throb against the walls of my pussy as he took what he wanted.

letting him do whatever the fuck he wanted to with me – body, mind, and soul.

I was head over heels in love with the girl. She awoke emotions inside me I didn’t even know I was capable of.

For the first time in years, I didn’t feel alone.

“You need to be mine,” I said. “I want you to be mine completely. I want you to wear the sign of it. I want my baby in your fucking belly. I want my ring on your finger. I want you beside me. Now, and forever.”