Peep Show

by Isabella Starling

YOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL IT HURTS My fingers slid down the glass and I looked at him, so fucking far away, feeling closer and yet farther away than ever. I was falling for him. Slowly slowly slowly falling, feeling my body getting pulled by the current, sinking, sinking deep. Miles was in my head. In my pussy. He was in the shivers down my spine. In the tremble of my fingers. Miles was in my body without ever being inside me.

The pull I felt towards the girl was magnetic, the fire a passionate one, consuming me like nothing I’d ever felt before, not even my own panic and fear. I’d never wanted anyone this much, never craved another person the way I craved her. And that’s why I was afraid.

Things would be different from now on, because she made me defeat the monster that separated me from her. From now on, I would not be the man she wanted. I would be the man she deserved.