So on the outside it seems like I’m pretty chilled about everything, but really I’m over sharing to the point where I’m turning myself into a joke. I don’t want anyone to take me too seriously. This is a very 2-D version of me. And by projecting that person I’m shutting people out. I’m putting out a funnier version of myself and drawing the vulnerable person back in. ‘You won’t believe this really fucking stupid thing I did last week!’ is my own personal smokescreen. I’m telling people to go look at that other person waving their arms about frantically. Don’t look at the woman in the corner.
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