“You have to understand,” he said, “a lot of what we went through was not all that pleasant for me. The delayed payrolls, the lawsuit, the late vendor payments at Keyhole. And then the turf wars with Bret and Marissa, and product battles internally at Google. The long hours. It was hard on me. It was hard on Holly. It’s hard for me to put myself back there. Plus, I’d rather think about the future, and what’s next. What’s coming. Not the past.”