If she thought about it, thought that she could not see, did not know if she was being watched or videotaped or worse, she would lose her mind.
Wow. That is so defeating thinking that you’re making some kind of progress trying to escape but then you imagine someone is silently watching you struggle, laughing while you try and think you’re efforts are going unobserved. That’s a feeling I didn’t really consider. Ugh fuck being blind. That is so vulnerable and scary
