I know that when I am being monstrous I am being my least lovable, and yet it is only love that will stop me from being monstrous. And even at times when no human being may be able to see through the monstrousness and give me the love that will heal me, God can. There have been times when I have flung myself at God in rage and anguish and have felt myself loved and protected under the shadow of the almighty wings
