All Your Perfects

by Colleen Hoover

We all have bad days, I guess.

we do… i should stop feeling so selfish knowing i’m not the only one with bad days.

it’s been weeks since we had an actual home-cooked meal together. Or even sex.

thats what my last relationship felt like but he wasn’t willing to change

It’s strange how I can miss a person who is still here. It’s strange that I can miss making love to a person I still have sex with.

crazy how much i relate to ts

But that changed when I saw the blood. I shouldn’t be shocked. It happens every month. It’s happened every month since I was twelve.

me too. 12 is too young to go thru it.

It’s like I was so desperate to marry him, I lost my voice. My opinions. Me.

my ex bf was gonna propose to me a couple days before i ended things but i just wanted to be married i didn’t care that he didn’t care about my opinions or how he didn’t have any desire to fix us and i lost myself completely.

I want to lock my front door and never leave my apartment. Except for ice cream. Tomorrow I’ll leave for ice cream but after that, I’m never leaving my apartment again. Until I run out of ice cream.

in my breakup era

When you associate yourself with another person for so long, it’s difficult becoming your own person again.

its like i have no hobbies anymore

It’s because he makes me feel attractive. The way he looks at me. The way he talks to me. I’m not sure anyone has ever made me feel as beautiful as he makes me feel when he looks at me.

my z 🥺

Genuine. If I had to describe him in one word, that would be it.

best trait in a man 🙌🏼

“I used to be fine when I was alone. But now that I have you, I’m lonely when I’m alone.”

real asf

so I decided to make you a bowl of Lucky Charms.

marry me tf 💍🥺✨

He’s very organized and predictable in a lot of ways, but for some reason, he never cares if his socks match.

hehe

Why fight for something that will likely never get better? How long can a couple cling to a past they both prefer in order to justify a present where neither of them is happy?

because of true love

There is no doubt in my mind that Graham and I used to be perfect for each other. But just because we used to be perfect for each other doesn’t mean we’re perfect together now. We’re far from it.

effort goes both ways

Why keep fighting for someone who is no longer fighting for you?

i believe people can change & i’m the type of girl to give endless chances no matter how much it hurts me

The problem is… he could be so much more without me.

😐

I promise that I will love you more during the storms than I will love you during the perfect days.

I promise to love you more when you’re hurting than when you’re happy. I promise to love you more when we’re poor than when we’re swimming in riches. I promise to love you more when you’re crying than when you’re laughing. I promise to love you more when you’re sick than when you’re healthy. I promise to love you more when you hate me than when you love me.

🩷

And I promise… I swear… that I love you

💗

It’s breaking me seeing you so sad.

🥺

I hate not being in control of this. I hate not being able to fix this for you.

so annoying for a girl that has a desire to fix everything

But I promise you I am loving you harder this year than any year that came before it. I love you.

promises kept 🔐

I know I sometimes get frustrated. Sometimes I miss when we made love on a whim, rather than on a schedule. But I ask that even in the times I get frustrated, please remember that I’m only human. And as much as I promise to be your pillar of strength for as long as you need one, I’m sure I will sometimes fail you. My whole purpose in life is to make you happy, and sometimes I feel like I’m unable to do that anymore. Sometimes I give up on myself. But I just pray that you don’t give up on me, too.

me too

Until then, I will continue to love you more and more with every struggle we face than I loved you when all was perfect.

ahhhh my heart

I felt like my presence was bringing you down, causing you to sink further and further into yourself.

☹️

I was no longer bringing you happiness. I had become one of the many things adding to your pain.

sad

Even if I believed that you might be happier after I left, I was too selfish to give that to you.

self love right?

fear of not having you in my life sometimes overpowered my desire to see you happy. I think that’s why I did what I did.

yeah…

it would be easier to convince myself that you deserved better. It’s so fucked up.

fr it is

I don’t know that a grandiose gesture will convince you of how incomplete my life is without you. But I can’t go another day without trying to prove to you how inconsequential children are when it comes to the fate of my future with you.

🥺🥺

I only need you. I don’t know how I can stress that enough.

ong bro

have no idea what’s best for us anymore. I want to be with you, but I don’t want to be with you when my presence causes you so much pain.

ugh

I hope you choose the road that will make you the happiest. Even if it’s not a choice I’ll love, I will still always love you. Whether I’m a part of your life or not. You deserve happiness more than anyone I know. I love you. Forever.

He kisses me. I don’t think I tell him enough what a great kisser he is. He’s the best I’ve ever had. I don’t know what makes his kisses different from the men I’ve kissed in the past, but it’s so much better. Sometimes I’m scared he’ll get tired of kissing me someday because of how much I kiss him.

real asf

I know my life as a whole hasn’t been perfect, but I’m finally starting to appreciate all the perfect things within it. There are so many of them.

😛

“Why does she go by Six if her birth name is Seven?”

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