I hope this reaches her in time

by R.H. Sin

11 in the morning my heart is searching for a feeling that doesn’t hurt

you are more than just a body count

you can miss people but you don’t have to want them back you can forgive people but you don’t have to give them second chances

she wore loneliness in a smile she hid the sadness with laughter

the clouds dance around each other like lovers avoiding the truth

i was killing me to give us life i was drowning to save the person who kept pushing my head under water

there are so many wars going on at night

the night is plagued with what ifs

i refused to be the one you chose after the ones you overlooked me for refused to choose you

you mean to tell me that you’re so afraid of being alone that you’ve decided to hold on to the one person who makes you feel lonely even while sitting beside them

you don’t even see how often the stars perform for you in the middle of every night