I always think that I’m being watched by others, that I’m being subjected to harsh judgement, and that I’m going to be attacked. And it’s probably true that this is a self-conscious reaction, just like the mirror-obsessed teenager. The people of the world aren’t paying attention to me. Even if I were to go walking on my hands down the street, they’d take no notice! But, I don’t know. Are you saying, after all, that my feeling of inferiority is something that I chose; that has some sort of goal? That just doesn’t make any sense to me.
