We’re never going to make it, I think, retching violently. Kyon is going to find us and he’s going to kill Trey and make me watch. I’m not panicking now. This isn’t panic; this is different. This is me finally grasping the reality of what’s happening. When you have nothing to lose, failing doesn’t come with the same kind of consequences. Now I have Trey. Failure in this means his death. I can’t fail.
