Gilliam said. “Robin dealt with forces far greater than most of us understand, and he controlled them in weird ways. In the moment he was thinking, ‘Nobody loves me anymore,’ another side of his brain was getting Family Guy on the air in England, where everybody becomes Robin Williams.” Knowing Robin as well as he did, Gilliam said he could almost appreciate the forces that had driven him to suicide. “Robin had a very big head to be alone in,” he said. “I understand it.
