When I was drinking, there was only one time, even for a moment, where I thought, “Oh, fuck life.” Then even my conscious brain went, Did you honestly just say, ‘Fuck life?’ I went, You know you have a pretty good life as it is right now. Have you noticed the two houses? Yes. Have you noticed the girlfriend? Yes. Have you noticed that things are pretty good, even though you may not be working right now? Yes.