that revelation seems to have gotten lost.” “They always do,” he said. “That’s not very optimistic.” “I’m not saying you’ll never see it again. Just that it’s not very realistic to think you won’t go back and forth on this. It’s just how emotions are. They rise and fall. Chunks of them fly up when you least expect it. Even if you do get it that you’ll manage one way or another, it makes a huge difference to your situation how these next few days go. You wouldn’t be human if you weren’t stressed out about it.”
