I’m sure Matt doesn’t lack for fuck buddies if that’s what he wants. Look how easily he got me into his hotel room, and I’m probably the only one from that encounter fretting about… You know, I don’t even know exactly what I’m worried about regarding that particular incident. And that only makes me more annoyed. It annoys me I didn’t just go all the way like I should have, because I lost my chance with Matt. It annoys me that I can’t seem to want a relationship. And it annoys me I can’t take sex casually, like so many women do.
