“Travis, I would love to settle down with the woman I love, but I know if I looked her in the eye and told her how much I love her and miss her, fell down on my knees and begged her to forgive me for ever hurting her, promised to spend the rest of my life making it up to her and making love to her, told her how much I miss her smile, her goofy-ass laugh, the way she smells, the way she feels…she’d refuse me. I know she’d say no, so I can’t settle down. I can’t be with her, and to be honest, it kills me, because I don’t want anyone else.”
