he is secretly allured and impelled forwards by his cruelty, by the dangerous thrill of cruelty towards himself.—Finally,
Um, no. Perhaps and unhealthy mind like Nietzsche who's actions lead to pain can choose to see his Will to Power as desiring his suffering but that is only because he can't stop himself and tries to pretend his vice is a virtue, his weakness a strength. N is much like the Underground Man. Self-defeating.
