2I have been unwilling to recognize that this quest is one of joy. 3Instead of reacting with anguish at times, and a feeling of frustration and futility, I will to see myself only as I truly am. 4Nothing else can matter but this. 5The Kingdom is entirely filled with peace and joy, and I am an essential part of it. 6Therefore, I must be unwilling to recognize what is already obvious, even in my conflicted state. 7I will only for God and His Kingdom. 8This is the only message that is meaningful, because it is my reality.
