“There were ‘thought packets,’ which at that time I wasn't very adept at unraveling into linear form yet, but could grasp only the general gist, which, in the case of her communications, was some sort of explanation (as I was immediately asking questions) of this being a state she ‘returned’ to, or otherwise went on to . . . though whether this state is actually physical (like if she was some sort of physical three dimensional entity up there) was not clear at all.”

