So this— This is agony. This is what they talk about when they talk about heartbreak. I thought I knew what it was like before. I thought I knew, with perfect clarity, what it felt like to have my heart broken, but now—now I finally understand. Before? When Juliette couldn’t decide between myself and Kent? That pain? That was child’s play. But this. This is suffering. This is full, unadulterated torture.