It’s an awful thing to say, but it’s easier to let go and be split in fucking half than it is to try and hold on, suffering and not knowing what is going to happen. That’s courage. Taking your own fucking life in your own fucking hands when that is the hardest thing you can do. No one thinks of it. Everybody thinks they’d do the right thing, but that’s not true. They don’t understand how scary it is. How hard it is. No one understands unless they’ve been there.
