I dreamed of a magic wand that would change me utterly, give me a new heart, one that combined the innocence of a little girl with the power to embrace all creation, so that when I woke up in the morning I would awake to a new world. But the truth is another country…the skies here are cloudy…my room is cold…I feel so estranged from everything around me. Despite the intimacy between us, you are still so far away, another person in another body…my muscles are so tired and my head aches…”
