There's Someone Inside Your House

by Stephanie Perkins

People live through such pain only once; pain comes again, but it finds a tougher surface.

It had been so long since Makani had felt any amount of genuine, unadulterated happiness that she’d forgotten that sometimes it could hurt as much as sadness. His declaration pierced through the muscle of her heart like a skillfully thrown knife. It was the kind of pain that made her feel alive.

Just as it was rude and invasive to ask him about his genitalia or sexual preference, it was equally rude and invasive to ask her about her ethnicity. It was the sort of information that should only be volunteered. Never asked for.

Makani wondered why discussing a tragedy—consuming every single story about it—was often comforting. Was it because tragedies manifested a sense of community? Here we are, all going through this terrible thing together. Or were tragedies addictive, and the small pleasures that came from them the signal of a deeper problem?

Everywhere. They were everywhere. Those who had left them and those who had been left behind.

It was sad that people only got along when everybody was unhappy.

Anyone could look sinister when viewed through the lens of fear—even

“Everybody has at least one moment they deeply regret, but that one moment . . . it doesn’t define all of you.”

Running away from home didn’t change the fact that a person still had to live with themselves.