You know that I fall in love with women, that it’s how I was designed. What you don’t know is how I suffered during that year with you. There’s no way you’ll ever comprehend how painful it was for me to be alive. My self-actualization was forbidden. That was why I had to leave you. I once said you were so happy that it made me feel lonely. But the truth is, I was so hardened by pain that you couldn’t touch me.
