Did you even consider me at all? Because my answer is: It’s not good for me. I used to think that I could seek refuge in you. Those two words—seek refuge—were what I really wanted to do. You’re the only person at this school I’m close to. It’s happened three times now that I’ve gotten depressed and needed to escape. Each time I ran from campus, clutching my backpack and hoping I wouldn’t bump into anyone I knew, and I found my way to your apartment. As I rang the buzzer, all I knew was that I needed to see you. But you were never there. The first time I was tired, so I sat down on the steps
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