“It scares me, and I don’t know where this is heading. Sometimes I imagine myself walking over the edge of the bridge and into the river. Then I snap out of it and hurry to the other end of the bridge so I can be with the special person in my life at the moment. “If no one fills that role, I’ll keep drifting in that fog. “What problems have I ever faced in my life? There’s a void I can’t get away from no matter how I try: The void is inside me.
