Even with all that, I felt like shit. I was totally lost. I had no idea who I was or what I was going to do. On days when I didn’t have plans, I would wake up, eat breakfast, watch TV, and go back to sleep; sometimes I would get dressed right before David came home from work so he wouldn’t know I had been sleeping in the middle of the day. When you go from checking your BlackBerry 500 times a day, needing to be available and responsive 24/7, to being able to sleep until 8:00 AM, wake up, have a leisurely breakfast, and do whatever you want—it sounds awesome, but you also wonder why no one is
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