not getting their way by imposing unrealistic standards, Ones disintegrate toward the Four. In disintegration, Ones believe their own lie that they alone are the only ones who understand and value excellence—that no one else has the capacity to grasp what is required for goodness to be actualized in the world.
I relate to some of the light side of one, oh but do I really think I’m the only one who knows excellence. Idk. I don’t think so. But I did devolve into jealousy and resentment. I’m also Really hard on myself.
