Rest in the Mourning

by R.H. Sin

everything you deserve is coming be patient

my soul is tired and my eyes are heavy as my mind becomes weighed down with thoughts of immortality

i lost my virginity before i knew what love actually meant and sometimes i wish i would’ve saved those parts of myself for someone who actually cared for my soul

all these friends and yet i’m the loneliest when in need of others

a man who loves you will never abandon you a man who misses you will always show up

let yourself be upset stop reaching out to him acknowledge the fact that you can’t be with him because you deserve more this is how you move on

things change people change you either evolve or fail to adjust the longer it takes to realize this the more it hurts when those closest to you become unfamiliar

no longer do i pray for love i ask God for the strength to survive the pain