“BUT I ALSO THINK, ‘CAT, EVEN IF YOU DID GO OFF THE PILLS, NONE OF THIS WOULD BE DIFFERENT. YOU’D STILL BE A LOSER AND A MESS. YOU’D STILL—YOU’D STILL—YOU’D STILL HAVE NO F-F-FRIENDS. YOU’D STILL NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND.’ I’M TOO SICK FOR ANYONE TO LOVE ME. I KNOW THAT. I’M NOT STUPID. I DON’T L-L-LOVE ME!”
