this is how you know i want you.

by AVA.

a terrifying thought uncurls and straightens itself inside my mind: what if i love you?

waking up used to be hard. waking up to the same bullshit— day in. day out. makes you feel something not human. something no one cares about.

i miss you. i am homesick for you and this is new for me.

i hate that nothing lasts forever, and i hate that this is what gives everything meaning.