Two problems had arisen in her mind. First, she wanted to accuse Arch of not taking her as she was. But Quincy knew that he had taken her at her worst and still treated her decently. He had taken her as a mix of good days and difficult days and had managed to maintain his bizarre idea that she was worth having in his life. She could not accuse him of wanting perfection. He was far more accepting of her in reality than she was accepting of any imperfection or human flaw in the operations of The Q.