I want him to crawl into the bed and hold me like he did that night he carried me to the shower. To make the pain he caused go away. I want him to tell me he wants me to have this child, and he will be good to us now. I want him to fill me with his poison again. He likes the taste of my sadness and I like when he injects me with his venom. He is my danger, my greatest threat. When he's on my side, I know that I am safe.
