Susanna’s letter to me continued: I have started taking time each day for that place of meaning and home and rest. I can’t explain it, but I feel happier, more at peace, more able to cope, and weirdly, I realized last night right before going on date night with my man, I like myself more. Over dinner, he said to me, “You’re energized, it’s great, I love being with you.” I feel like I am finding my way, and I don’t ever want to go back. Also, I have been having so many ideas; I know creativity thrives in me when I rest. This year has actually been different!