I thought I needed to clean my house from top to bottom, backward and forward and inside out. Once I did that, if I could ever do that, then I could maintain. Then I could keep my home under control. So that’s what I did. The cleaning part, not the maintaining. I knew how to clean my house. I could clean like a maniac. If I had a goal, like a party, I mapped out a plan and followed it until I opened the door to my guests. I brought them inside
