this varied party, with their diverse shadows cast across these fields he loved, coming to celebrate with him—his heart thought, of course, of course. He just hadn’t found all these pieces while he was alive, but in death, he had access to and knowledge of all the things that had been too far-flung or hidden for him to find before. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Ronan thought. He could cry from it, such relief, such relief.