There is always a kind of sexual tension between men and woman, and I feel like emasculating myself has freed me of that. If a girl knows I have been castrated, she knows I'm not just trying to get into her pants. The strange thing is, I have always been attracted to girls. But I can tell a girl she looks amazing and she knows that I'm not just trying to flatter her so I can have sex with her. I kind of feel like I'm one of the girls now, actually.