that I almost told you that I love you? I know that’s insane. But I’ve always been quick to love, and I’m actually surprised I held it in this long. I shouldn’t even be writing this e-mail. If my friends knew I was writing it, they’d yell at me, and I’ll probably yell at myself tomorrow. Unless I don’t get any sleep, as has been the case, and my mental state is even worse than it is at this moment. You hurt me, Dave. You’re smart enough to know that. Part of me wants to rub it in your face, how much you hurt me. But the other part of me loves you enough to want to say this: It is not totally,
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