hazy, drunken limbo between marriage and dreaded divorce and I have no idea of who I am or what I’m supposed to be doing. ‘Please stop calling me! Please stop!’ I sob into the spongy new pillow that smells like lavender – a tip from my mother to help me sleep, but the scent of it makes me want to retch. ‘It’s much better than
hazy, drunken limbo between marriage and dreaded divorce and I have no idea of who I am or what I’m supposed to be doing. ‘Please stop calling me! Please stop!’ I sob into the spongy new pillow that smells like lavender –a tip from my mother to help me sleep, but the scent of it makes me want to retch. ‘It’s much better than

