Silence Fallen (Mercy Thompson, #10)

by Patricia Briggs

“We need to find a safe place for Mercy to sleep the rest of the night,” Martin said. I don’t know why it bothered me so much. I mean, that’s what I’d been doing since I got to Prague, right? Finding a safe place to wait for Adam. But we’d just killed four vampires. I wasn’t helpless. Helpless people get hurt. And just for a moment, I flashed back to the time when I had been rendered helpless by a fae artifact and a creep named Tim . . . “Mercy?” Jitka asked. I realized I was sitting on the floor in the corner of her room. Martin was as far from me as he could get, watching me with a concerned look. Jitka was crouching about three feet from me, careful to give me space. I met her eyes and said, “I hate PTSD, you know?” I remembered I was talking to a werewolf and turned my gaze to the floor. It was less humiliating talking to the floor, anyway. “It’s been years—and I killed that bastard. And it’s not like I was really hurt, right? I’ve been sent to the hospital by a volcano god, and that didn’t do anything but give my husband nightmares.” Jitka nodded like all this was making sense. “Hurt comes in all forms. I wake up at least once a year to a memory that makes me shake for hours—something that happened 122 years ago. I have seen and done so much worse since that thing, and it wasn’t even something that happened to me. And still.” She didn’t say what it was she dreamed of, and I didn’t ask. The whole room smelled like fear. My fear. I didn’t do this hardly at all anymore. ...