“No. Your accusation caused the least of my pains, and your disappearance the greatest. Each hour out of the past three months has witnessed some moment of pain. The way I’ve lived, I could easily have been considered insane. So I mean and know what I’m saying when I pray that God will not test you with pain. I’ve learned from my own experience. What a cruel time it’s been! It’s convinced me that if you’re destined to disappear from my life, I might as well search for another existence. It was like a long, odious curse. Don’t make fun of me. I’m always afraid you will. But pain’s too exalted
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