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Pure magic has no self. It simply is, a force of nature, the blood of our world, the marrow of our bones. We give it shape, but we must never give it soul. —MASTER TIEREN, head priest of the London Sanctuary
“Dying is so mundane.”
She’d seen so many versions of him in the past few hours. The broken boy. The grieving brother. The determined prince. This Kell was none of those and all of them, and when he kissed her, she tasted pain and fear and desperate hope. And then he was gone, a streak of pale skin against the night as he rode for the night market.
“When the Danes ruled, they may have forced your hand, but this time, you chose. You chose to set Osaron free. You chose to be his vessel. You chose to give him—” “Life isn’t made of choices,” said Holland. “It’s made of trades. Some are good, some are bad, but they all have a cost.”
“Hatred is a powerful thing,” continued Holland through gritted teeth. “Hold on to it.”
A word escaped his lips, little more than an exhale, but she recognized the sound and shape of Kell’s name, before, at last, her son woke up.
“It was just a tonic, sir,” he fumbled, “something for sleep.” “You drugged her?” “It was Tieren’s order,” said Hastra, chastised. “He said she was mad and stubborn and no use to us dead.” Hastra lowered his voice when he said this, mimicking Tieren’s tone with startling accuracy. “And what do you plan to do when she wakes back up?” Hastra shrank back. “Apologize?” Kell made an exasperated sound as Lila nuzzled—actually nuzzled—his shoulder. “I suggest,” he snapped at the young man, “you think of something better. Like an escape route.”
Pretending not to be sad was the hardest, but looking sad made people think you were weak, and when you were already a foot too short and a measure too small, and a girl on top of that, you had to work twice as hard to convince them it wasn’t true.
“Do you truly believe that he’s a god?” Holland rolled his eyes. “It doesn’t matter what someone is. Only what they think they are.”
“You told me once,” said Kell, “that you were either magic’s master or its slave. So which are you now?”
“You see”—Alucard’s fingers tightened around hers—“it hadn’t really left. Because our shadows never do. So you see, you’re never alone”—his voice cracked—“no matter where you are, or when, no matter if the sun is up, or the moon is full, or there’s nothing but stars in the sky, no matter if you have a light in hand, or none at all, you know … Anisa? Anisa, stay with me … please…”
Because caring was a thing with claws. It sank them in, and didn’t let go. Caring hurt more than a knife to the leg, more than a few broken ribs, more than anything that bled or broke and healed again. Caring didn’t break you clean. It was a bone that didn’t set, a cut that wouldn’t close.
And after that, he saw her everywhere he looked.
“Then why are you here?” “Because good people die, and bad people live, and it doesn’t seem very fair, does it, Holland?” Her face crinkled. “Of all the people you could kill, you chose someone who actually mattered to me.”
“On vis och,” he told himself. Dawn to dusk. A phrase that meant two things in his native tongue. A fresh start. A good end.
“Fine,” said Alucard, “I’ll need to get beyond Osaron’s sphere, and then find a ship.” “You?” said Kell. “I’m not leaving the fate of this city in your hands.” “I’m the one who found the Inheritor.” “And you’re the one who lost it.” “A trade isn’t the same thing as a—” “I’m not letting you—” Alucard leaned across the desk. “Do you even know how to sail, mas vares?” The honorific was said with serpentine sweetness. “I didn’t think so.” “How hard can it be,” snarled Kell, “if they let someone like you do it?” A glint of mischief flashed in the captain’s eyes. “I’m rather good with hard things.
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“You were only at sea for four months,” he said. “How many enemies did you make?”
In a world where everything rocked and swayed and fell away, this was solid ground. Safe.
Myths do not happen all at once. They do not spring forth whole into the world. They form slowly, rolled between the hands of time until their edges smooth, until the saying of the story gives enough weight to the words—to the memories—to keep them rolling on their own.