Worst of all is the discomfort, the anxiety, the inability to sit still — the root of which stems from the frustration of desire, the pressing need to get high — to chase that feeling of eternity. Because despite all of this — the sickness, fucking up your relationships, wrecking your life — junkies always chase that moment because in that moment you lose yourself. Your problems fade away along with everything else because there’s no longer a self to deal with them.
