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What stands between the married pair is no more than protective irony.
But I’m old enough to take responsibility for myself and try to be the master of my fate.
This is how it is, how stories work, when we know of murders from their inception. We can’t help siding with the perpetrators and their schemes, we wave from the quayside as their little ship of bad intent departs.
It doesn’t matter whether love endures. What matters is that it exists. So.
This is ugly, sure to go wrong, too late in my term. I’ve been saying this for weeks. I’ll suffer.
Hours of scheming have accidentally delivered the conspirators into the art of deliberative lovemaking.
The line, the stated border, between dreaming and waking is vague.
She’s made herself my only parent.
However close you get to others, you can never get inside them, even when you’re inside them.
She hates Elodie more than she loves John.
Oh proverbial fly, oh wall, when will he learn to speak without torturing me? Speaking’s just a form of thinking and he must be as stupid as he appears.
I can’t imagine wanting such a thing for myself. But it’s a lifted burden to have Claude satisfied many kindly inches away.
The loving future is a fantasy.
I’ve absolved myself, not of thoughts, but of actions, of avenging his death in this life or in the postnatal next.
Adult life, a faraway oasis. Not even a mirage.
My identity will be my precious, my only true possession, my access to the only truth. The world must love, nourish and protect it as I do. If my college does not bless me, validate me and give me what I clearly need, I’ll press my face into the vice chancellor’s lapels and weep. Then demand his resignation.