but I pray all the time,” Billy shrugged. “When I can’t see a way to make somethin’ happen, when I can’t do no more ‘bout somethin’, then I tend to hand it to God, and pray for things to be like he wants.
“I ain’t but one man. I ain’t a soldier, ain’t too smart, either. I know what my limits are. Been livin’ my whole life knowin’em. Ain’t no gettin’ round the facts. But this here is somethin’ I can do. If nothin’ else,
Let everyone contribute according to their ability.
He wanted to go. He wanted them not to. He wanted things to be normal. He wanted to keep bad things from happening. And he had never felt so powerless as he did right now.