Carry On (Simon Snow, #1)

by Rainbow Rowell

And when I felt myself slipping too far, I held on to the one thing I’m always sure of— Blue eyes. Bronze curls. The fact that Simon Snow is the most powerful magician alive. That nothing can hurt him, not even me. That Simon Snow is alive. And I’m hopelessly in love with him.

I wish I’d never figured it out. That I love him. It’s only ever been a torment. Sharing a room with the person you want most is like sharing a room with an open fire.